45 days of work :)

 Hi this Rahma/ lily and today I started my second week of work

I was so excited for this week since I kinda did great in my first one but then I found out  that my coworker Jake is leaving and I'll be left alone I got so anxious. He was really good agent he was helping me and teaching me all about this job and now he's leaving and that's mean I'll have a big responsibility to finish the target alone which is hard and scarry.

Today I was tought everything about hotels that hosts the show and their rates and which is the best among them, and I got around 3 flags which was so excited for me knowing that not a lot of people can get this much of flags in their first weeks but also sad that the deals didn't happen ( I really wanted a number next to my name on the board).

 I still find it hard to follow up with the call backs I almost ruined most of them and that what was actually today's lesson James tough me how to handle call backs in a creative and smart way so I don't get rejected ( mostly hanged up on the face) 

I still haven't got any nights which is scary considering the fact that the first 2 weeks are actually for testing me to see if I'm good at this job or not. James, Johnny and Jake keep telling me that I am but I really only believe in numbers so I have to but some on the board to prove myself to myself ( maths mindset/self- critical issues) 

It was a good day after all wish me luck and off course I will keep you updated 

#45days_of_work